What am I even doing?

I really hope there is someone out there who went through what I'm going through.

I have an AS in computer information systems. It took 5 years of online community college, since I had to work two jobs. I got a job at a hospital digitizing medical records, hoping I could work while I find a job that uses my degree. But every help desk, every entry level IT support, every internship, was a huge paycut and longer hours. I …

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