Using Malware in my Portfolio?

I', just going to 100% honest here. I like developing malware, with a focus on remote access tool and botnet clients. I just genuinely enjoy it. Could I used it in my portfolio to land a cybersecurity job? Could I frame it as a proof of concept? I never really deploy the malware and infect PC's(well not since i was like 15 years old, nearly 35 now). I was into some blackhat stuff at a young age and am just …

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